My first Blog

So, this is my first blog and my first blog entry, a newbie so to speak. Where to begin? So many things to say? How come when I had this great idea of starting a blog I had so many things to say and now I sit here blank? Nerves?

Did you ever wonder how you ended up where you did? Are you living the life you always dreamed you would? I hope that someone else says no and I'm not the only fool feeling like this. Don't get me wrong, my life does not suck - I just thought I would be in a different place by now. Where is my big house and my yard full of kids? Where is the money in my bank account? Why at 3o something am I still living paycheck to paycheck? The pundits on TV tell me the economy is doing well and the stock market is, today, at a record high, when does that trickle down to me?

I know, I need a kick in the pants and I sound so egocentric. At least I have a home and two decent jobs, a husband that loves me, my health etc. etc.. I'm not looking down on any of that, I just wonder how this life happened and when my vision of life will appear.