Today I hate my job...

So, I got a "promotion" at my second job, yeah me. Too bad I can't tell anyone, at least not for now. Everyone keeps asking me why I work two jobs and although I continue to say the answer is money, I think the answer is so much bigger than that. Sure, I need the money and it comes in handy, but I think I work my second job for a sense of accomplishment.

My career choice does not always provide me with any sense of accomplishment. There is barely any recognition and some days I find myself feeling like I talk to myself all day because it is very evident that no one else is listening. At least at my other job they say thank you or please or good job. My career choice usually says, "You are not doing enough. I need more from you. Why is this so late?" Well, let me tell you why - I am doing the job of two people by myself and you barely pay me adequately for the job I do. Why does it seem that no matter how much I give to them they want more? I do have a life out side of work! (Well maybe not much of one) Just because you work 24/7 does not mean I intend to. If you want faster results and a greater breadth of accomplishments than get some help in here. Oh, that's right I work in a non billable division. If I am not making money I can't eat up money, so pay me peanuts and let me drown. That will show me. To add insult to injury please ignore anything I request and all of my e-mails or voice messages, make me hunt you down and be put in a submissive position. Why don't I just bend over so you can kick my ass - it would be less humiliating!

Damn this place sucks today......I think I need some Ice cream.